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Thursday, January 6, 2011

Long time no post. :)

Sorry for the lack of posting. I've been pretty busy!

Things on this end are okay. 
I've been missing Ty REAL bad lately. I just feel like this ache and this hurt isn't ever going to go away, and I feel like I'm never going to heal. It's been almost half a year... Feels like forever. I just miss him. People are slowly forgetting. Maybe not forgetting, but they're letting it go maybe. Moving on. I just can't. It's hard when you wake up and look in the mirror and are instantly reminded of seeing the person you love die in front of you, then carrying their baby. 
The baby is really really active now! Kicking, moving. I'm breathless a lot and really exhausted. And my back feels like it's cut in half sometimes. And my feet are pretty swollen. I have like, one pair of shoes that is comfortable. They all fit, but only one is really comfortable. I've been in maternity pants for a while, but I can still pull off my old shirts and haven't had to buy all too many maternity shirts. 
I'm starting to think about getting the baby's room ready. I think I might do green. And then if it's a girl, add some pink stuff. And if it's a boy, add blue or just keep it green and add boy stuff. 
We're gonna paint it this weekend once we decide on a color. I think I'm going to find out the sex in a few weeks so I can buy stuff. I don't want to buy all neutral stuff, haha.

Well that's all for now. I'll try to update more often.