Yesterday was one year since you passed away. It's odd to think that it's been one whole year. It felt like a whole lifetime. I'm trying to think of what I would say to you if you came back. But honestly, I've said it all. I will ALWAYS miss and love you so much.
Our son is beautiful. He looks JUST like you, Ty. Like, I'm not sure if he got any of my genes, haha. :) He's a lucky kid<3 I wish you could have met him. I know you would have been such an amazing dad. And I know he would have loved you so much. I know you're looking down on us every day, and I hope you're proud of me. I've tried so hard to do all the right things. And I think now, that's not dwelling on the past. So this will be my last letter to you. It's somewhat bittersweet, but I know that to move on from this part in my life, it's what I have to do. You will always be in my heart. And you will live on through me, and through little Ty. I know you are always with us.
Your family is doing wonderfully. They miss you like crazy - we all do - but they're finally happy again. It's your memory that made us all happy again, and the realization that we're living the rest of our lives for you. And sitting around feeling sorry for ourselves won't honor you. So we're all going to live our lives in honor of you. And I hope that we make you proud.
See you someday, my love.
Always and forever yours,
Savannah Ray.
No comments:
Post a Comment